Where In The World Is KJB?!

Hey y'all! Sorry I've been MIA for quite a while. At the end of July, I went back to Ohio to help my mother pack up our apartment so she could move. Being I was going to be gone for almost two weeks I decided to take Thomas with me. He is my Emotional Support Animal after all... what I was not prepared for was all of the turmoil his presence would cause. 1) Our Lyft driver saw us and decided to cancel our trip to the airport. 2) When we finally got to the airport our flight was delayed which Thomas does not do well with, me either TBH 3) There was a jerk on the airplane that started ranting and raving about Thomas not being well behaved enough to be on the flight, regardless of the fact that he was three rows away, for anyone that would listen - it took me 2 of the 3 hour flight to calm down (I watched Mulan without sound cause I didn't have headphones and of course there weren't subtitles) 4) when I finally got home at 11:59, I was dreading my return flight 10 days later.

The dread continued to grow and grow -- ruining almost my entire time in Lancaster. By the time I was in Akron, I was miserable until I realized that I had a rental car and some extra time built into my schedule ... so even though I had a perfectly good plane ticket at the end of the week. My terrible anxiety over the first leg of the trip would NOT allow me to get on that plane. So instead, Thomas and I left a day earlier and drove the three days back to California. It was highly worth it. My bank account regretted it immediately but I was so happy to not deal with another jerk on an airplane.

Fast forward to me doing nothing much but homework and hanging with Thomas and not even realizing how unhappy I was until today when I realized that I was having a with doing basically everything. So to make up for my new energy- I'm doing 100 squats a day for all 31 days of Halloween and I am going to go to the gym everyday as well (to make up for the fact that even though I was paying- I didn't use my gym membership for two months!).

So it's October and I'm back on my booshit ;)

xo,

KJB